1 year ago...

Exactly one year ago today my team and I left Nepal. I am so so thankful for my time there, in that beautiful land. I will always be thankful for the time I had with the beautiful orphans in the children's home. I would not trade my time there for anything. The children were such a blessing to me and I loved being them. I felt so alive when I was at the children's home. They taught me so much and I hope I made even a small difference in their lives. Always, I will treasure my time with them in my heart.

Banquet of Love

"But when you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind."
-Luke 14:3
My team took this verse to heart and we had a 'banquet' for the orphans from the children's home in Nepal. We had some Nepali food, and then we took them a field and played games with them. After we got back, we surprised them with ice cream! Imagine their squeals of delight at this special treat! That day was a lot of fun, and it is kind of neat to think we were literally living out Scripture.

There are so many verses about justice and the oppressed and widows and orphans. We are urged to care for them.

Seek justice, encourage the oppressed. Defend the cause of the fatherless, plead the cause of the widow. -Isaiah 1:17

Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. If one of you says to him, "Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed," but does nothing about his physical nneds, what good is it? - James 2:15-16

"He defended the cause of the poor and needy, and so all went well. Is that not what it means to know me?" declares the LORD. -Jeremiah 22:16

And whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name welcomes me. -Matthew 18:5

How can we forget the orphans when they are so much in God's heart?

My Reason

Here I am, back at Eastern again after a break. While I do really like Eastern, part of me just wants to enjoy the warmer weather and not have to worry about tests or papers or studying or homework. But, I leave my home because of the ones who do not know what home is. Sometimes I wonder, "I was so happy to graduate high school, why am I back in school? What am I doing here?" But, it is my dream to be a social worker and help orphans. I want have orphanages in India and Haiti. To do that I need more education. I do not know anything about starting orphanages! Sometimes I long to just back out into the nations, and sometimes I just want to go and help orphans now. But, I need to further my education to do that.

Rita Springer sings a song called 'If You Say Go', and one line of the song says, "If You say go, we will go. If You say wait, we will wait." Right now I need to wait. I believe someday I will go, but for right now I have so much more to learn.

I believe God has put this dream to help orphans in my heart. Some of my life verses are:
"Is this not the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free,and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter-when you see the naked to clothe him, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood? and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry, and satisfy the needs of the oppressed, then your light will rise in darkness, and your night will become like noonday. The LORD will guide you always; He will satisfy your needs in a sunscorched land and will strenghten your frame. You will be like a well watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins and will raise up the age-old foundations. You will be called Repairer of Broken Walls, Restorer of Streets with Dwellings."
-Isaiah 58:6-7, 10-12

So, I am attending college for the orphans. I am here so I can later help them. In my dorm room on the wall in front of my desk I have pictures of the orphans and a quote that says "Vocation... The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world's deep hunger meet" (by Frederick Buechner) to remind myself, on days when I do not feel like being in school, why I am. When I do not feel like doing school work to remind myself, I'm doing it for the orphans. And it is going to be worth it all.

Stamped on my hand, stamped in my heart

World Vision did something called Step into Africa and I will never forget the experience.It was held at a nearby chruch I got to go along with my church's youth group. World Vision made the gym look like a little African village. Each person had headphones and a voice recorder and became a child. As we went through each of the rooms the voice on the recorder would narrate. This was an event to raise awareness about children in Africa orphaned and affected by AIDS. I was a little girl named Babirye. The whole set up was impressive, but one I remember most. As Babyire, I went to a clinic because I was not growing and having health problems. My mother also is often sick. My father has died of a strange diesease. Do I have this strange disease? That was why I was at the clinic, to find the results of my blood test. As I went in I was told to wait on a wooden bench with others until my name was called. When my name was called I went up to the window. My hand was stamped with a big red +. As Babyire, a little nine year old girl, I was HIV positive. As I saw other people receiving a black -, showing their blood test came back negative, I was told to go to the other side of the clinic to sit on another bench, where the other infected people were. As I watched other people, who tested negative leave the clinic and looked at my bright red +, I almost really felt as if I was Babyire. Can you imagine? Can you imagine, you are now fatherless? And now, as a little child you find out you have AIDS. Your mother is dying from AIDS; will you have to suffer with this diesease alone? I cannot imagine having AIDS, much less being an orphan with AIDS, having no one to hug you, no one to comfort you when you are in pain.

The thing is, this is reality for so many children. Babyire is a real girl, her story is real. All the children's stories at Step into Africa are real. And there are many more like them. World Vision's website says that
Approximately 2.5 million children worldwide have HIV.
Right now, there are more than 15 million children who have lost one or both parents because of AIDS.
Every day, another 6,000 children are orphaned due to AIDS.

This is real. When I washed my hands the stamped washed off my hand, but not off my heart. I will never forget Babyire. I will not forget about the children orphaned by AIDS. How can you know and forget? And how can you know and do nothing?
I ask you, please do this one simple thing. Please visit this website and urge your senators and representative to keep fighting global AIDS. This only takes a few seconds; World Vision has already written the email, you just have to fill in your information. Please do this simple thing; please take some time to make a difference in the lives of others. And please keep the AIDS orphans in your prayers, and in your heart.

In Need of Rescue

So much injustice. I am a part of Eastern's chapter of International Justice Mission, and I cannot stop thinking about our meeting Monday night. We watched an IJM dvd about slavery. Some people are not aware that slaverly still exists today. But, it does. Slavery and human trafficking are very real. Just ask the little boy forced to make bricks with his hands all day, everyday. Ask the little girl who is forced to be a prostitute. It is real. Orphans are especially at risk. One article on IJM's website tells about human trafficking among orphans in Haiti. Before the earthquake 380,000 Haitian children were living in group homes or orphanages. A quarter million Haitian children are trafficked each year. Not only are orphans around the world not having a family they are being exploited. Many girls instead of a home, have a brothel. Precious, vulnerable orphans are being forced to be slaves, are being used for sex trafficking. How can this not break anyone's heart? They need rescuing.

I thank God for IJM. Quoted from their website, "International Justice Mission is a human rights agency that secures justice for victims of slavery, sexual exploitation and other forms of violent oppression. IJM lawyers, investigators and aftercare professionals work with local officials to ensure immediate victim rescue and aftercare, to prosecute perpetrators and to promote functioning public justice systems." They are working to bring rescue. Please do whatever you can to help save these children. Do not forget about these orphans being trafficked. Visit IJM's website, sign the petitions. And pray. Pray for workers who are saving lives. Pray for the perpetrators. Pray for the children. Pray for this to end. How can you not?

Hope

What a wonderful word, and one that I think God has been using to speak to me lately. I see all the suffering in this world and at times it just seems so much. I think especially of the orphans. So many orphans, so much suffering. It breaks my heart that these orphans suffer, but I cannot just focus on the suffering. Because there is also so much good. God is calling people to love orphans and they are responding to His call. Wonderful organizations like Shohannah's Hope are serving orphans. Youth are going on mission trips and helping to build orphanages and love on the orphans. Couples are becoming foster parents, families are adopting. He is calling people. There is hope.

God has not forgotten the orphans. He sees them, He hears their cries. He is always with them, He will not abandon them. I know that the LORD secures justice for the poor and upholds the causef the needy. -Psalm 140:12 God is there, He is working on their behalf, even when I cannot see it. There is hope.

Because of Jesus there is always hope. Better days are coming. My people will live in peaceful dwelling places, in secure homes in undisturbed places of rest. -Is. 32:11 A day is coming! And while they are here they do not have to suffer alone. Jesus is with them. God is calling people to care for them, and He has a future for them. They are not alone, and they are not forgotten by the Father in Heaven. I can no longer be with the orphans in Nepal. but God is and He is working.
There is hope. I see it in their smiles.

Why?

This is a question I have been asking God lately these days. I know we live in a fallen world, but why are there orphans? Why do the innocent have to suffer so much? Why so much injustice? I have been wrestling with these questions and my desire to go to the nations and help orphans right now. Now that I am back at school I want to be mentally present here but at times it is difficult when I know of the suffering and my heart longs to go. I have a lot of questions but not a lot of answers right now. All I know is that I need to trust God, and I think His heart breaks too. It is true that we live in a broken world, and I think God wants to use us to help bring healing to this world. I know there will be a day when God will wipe every tear away and the orphans will have a home, a day when everything will be made right. There is a song I keep listening to over and over called "This Too Shall Be Made Right." I have a feeling I'll be listening to this song a lot these next few days. In the meantime, I guess I just need to keep talking with God about what I'm feeling, and do what I can and pray and trust God, have hope, have faith. Another song I've been listening to a lot lately is called "Hope Now" and as one line of the song says,

Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow

Little is Much

Part of a song I really like says,
"Little is much when God's in it
And no one can fathom the plans He holds
Little is much when God's in it
He changes the world with the seeds we sow
Little is much, little is much"

I love this! I wish I could solve all the problems in this world. I so badly wish I could give all the orphans loving families. But I cannot. This is something I still struggle with, but this song reminds me that little is much. The children at the children's home in Nepal have really been on my mind these days. My host sister told me they are having Parents' Day at their school soon. My heart longs to be there for them. But I cannot be. I was praying about this the other day and God reminded me that He loves them more than I do. At times I wonder if I did anything at all for the children while I was there. But, I need to remember, little is much when God's in it. I had so little to offer, but I do not know how God used/will use that, and I need to remember that though I am not there anymore, God is. I am reminded of one really great in Nepal. The children had Teachers' Day at school and they had a special program. I got to go! I was so happy I could go and be there for them. I think they were happy too. I have a little video of part of our walk to school that day, and the children seemed so happy and energetic. Being American I drew attention wherever I want. This was not something I enjoyed, but I think maybe it made it more speical for the kids. The "American", the "Special Guest" was with them. This is something that seems so small, but I wonder what God did with it. I was reading a blog entry in the blog, Create Dangerously! and it talks about how one day God wil give us a new name. I really liked it,it reminded me that one day all the orphans will no longer be orphans. The ones who are nameless will no longer be nameless. They will have a wonderful new name. And, until that day, I need to remember that they are known by God and that little is much.
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Meeting A Need

Many children with disabilities in China are abandoned and left alone. These innocent children are left without anyone to care for them and love them. It is horrible, because they have special needs they are not thought of as having value. Steven Curtis Chapman and his wife MaryBeth Chapman saw the need, and are doing something about it. They founded Maria's Big House of Hope


This is an orphanage for children in China with special needs ages 5 years old and younger. They can also have the medical care and surgeries they need here. The home is named in memory of Maria Sue Chunxi Chapman a five year old girl who was adopted from China by the Chapmans when she was one year old. There is a two week mission trip this summer to Maria's Big House of Hope. I would really love to go, but I am not sure if I will be able to. I think those serving at Maria's Big House of Hope are doing a beautiful, beautiful thing.

Here is a blog where you can see some stories and pictures of some precious babies who come to Maria's Big House of Hope

Beauty of Adoption

This video by Bethany Christian Services shows the beauty of adoption. The video footage, commentary, and song in this video all go together very well. It is so touching, and adoption is the perfect representation of what God did for us- He adopted us as His children.

The video shows a family's journey to adopt their new baby daugther from China, and some of her time with her new family. The beginning of the video shows the suitcases all packe to go get Addie, the baby. Video footage is shown of Addie's new big sister,anxiously awaiting her arrival.

The commentary of the father adds so much. Even though he does not say that much, what he does say speaks volumes. My favorite part is when he is saying, one more flight and they'll be home. I love that, finally after not having a little home, this sweet little child is chosen to be loved by a family and to have a place where she belongs.

The song used in this video fits so perfectly. The melody is so peaceful and the lyrics fit nicely with the video footage. One part of the song says," Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so. Little ones to Him belong, they are weak but He is strong, hallelujah" That is so fitting, because Jesus loves the children who have no one to be loved by. He hears the cry of the orphan.

Why do I care?

Because 143 million is more than just a statistic. Because 143 million is 143 million individual orphans who will not have a mom or dad to tuck them them in tonight.  Because once you experience something it grabs your heart and won't let go.

Last year I spent time in a Children's Home in Nepal.  I cannot stop thinking about it.  When you see it on t.v. it breaks your heart, but when you see with your eyes, when you have names to put with the faces, it's a whole other case.  I will never ever forget the children in Nepal.  They will always be in my heart.  I was so surprised by the children in the children's home.  Those children are incredible.  Everyday there were smiling and laughing.  They played in dirt, and they were happy.  Never did I hear them complain.  Never did I hear them ask God, "Why me?"  They are not bitter towards God, or anybody.  When I was there they were always praising God.  Even though they had so little, they were so thankful for what they did have.  They love having a relationship with Jesus, and they rejoice in that.  I walked with them to school each day, and one day on the way to school, two of the little girls started singing a song "Jesus Never Fails."  One part of the song says, "Your Momma may let you down, your Pappa may let you down, men of the world may let you down, but Jesus never fails."  Wow. I was so impressed when I heard them singing that. It still gets me everytime I watch the video of it.  These children are orphans.  Their parents have let them down. Yet, here they are singing their moms and dads may let them down, but Jesus never fails.  I want to be like those children! I learned so much from them.  I wish you could all go and see.
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If not you, if not me, who will cry for the orphan child?

Who Will Cry For The Orphan Child

Lonely all his years
His eyes have cried out of tears
Wanting to be hugged
Long been longing to be loved
Orphan child
Who will cry for the orphan child

Lost and all alone
The little boy with no home
No family to care
The little girl cries in her sleep
Orphan child
Who will cry for the orphan child

Orphan child
Who will cry for the orphan child
A child is waiting for a home that’s for good
A child is praying for a family that’s for keeps

Orphan child
Who will cry for the orphan child
Orphan child
Who will cry for the orphan child

Who will tell the child about a father above
Who will tell the child about Jesus’ saving love
Who will tell the child about a father above
Who will tell the child about Jesus’ savin’ love
Orphan child, Who will cry
Who will cry for the orphan child
 If not you, if not me
Who will cry for the orphan child

Lyrics by Gerald Clark and Diame Dumaup

Copyright © 2007 Home For Good Foundation
 
 
* Over 130 million children have lost one or both parents.


* Every 18 seconds another child becomes an orphan, without a mother or father.

* At least 16.2 million children worldwide have lost both parents.

* Every 14 seconds a child loses a parent due to AIDS.
(from ShowHope)

The statistics are overwhelming. Especially when you think they are not just numbers, they are children.  Children who are scared and alone.  Every child deserves a family, yet not every child has that.  So, what are you going to do about it? This blog will provide information about orphans, organizations serving them, my experience with orphans in Nepal, and ways to help orphans in Nepal.  So, what are you going to do? Will you care?  Will you cry for the orphan child?